Its been nearly a month and yet no progress.
I feel fine most days. When the sun is up and I'm around people that make me laugh a forget.
But then I return back to myself and it creeps back in my veins and holds me in its grasp.
I HATE feeling like this.
I HATE writing like this.
Reading it makes me sick but this is how I feel.
Idk. I'm sick of everything and everyone.
I need a change.
I BIG change to shake me out of this.
I can't be around people to distract me forever.