Sugar Daddy??

What up Bitches, 


On my mind right not is... Money. 


I realized last night (while watching Degrassi) that if your rich you can make a name for yourself and get what you want out of life sooo much easier then you can if your just average like myself.  I hate that about society because people who have money get things handed to them while others have to work five times harder to get what they want out of life. Most of the time it isn't even their fault their not rich that's just how their life pans out. It sucks because parents can try so hard for their kids to get all they want but it just never works. I don't want my kids to feel like they have to work harder then everyone else. I want to make a name for myself now so my kids don't have to worry later.

But I get it when people say "money doesn't buy happiness" and I see their point and I feel the same but I just don't want my kids to feel unhappy because they cant do something they want to do. It sucks to think there may be a college out there I want to go to but I can pay tuition or something. you know?

But then again as of right now I don't want to adopt in the future...so idk how that would work out.

Well I guess I would adopt but the kind like in Juno where you know the girl when she is preggers.

I just don't want my dreams to be held back from the reality that I cant afford it. Like I use to want to move to NYC but then reality hit that I most deff wouldn't be able to afford it. And I hate that feeling. Its like when you wake up from a dream and you want to go back to sleep and continue it but you cant. And I never want my child to feel that way. I want my kid to dream big and ALWAYS believe its possible.

So I guess that's my MESSAGE OF THE DAY: Dream big and always believe its possible!

that sounds dumb but w/e and sorry this isn't as deep as last night

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